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Sometimes, I just feel like writing.

Getting random words and  thoughts off my chest really helps me sleep through the night.

I'm sad. I'm tired. I'm mentally exhausted. And tomorrow is Wednesday.

Wednesday is the longest, busiest day of my week.

I'm a college student.

(...it still erks me to say that. i do everything a college student does, but i don't feel like i should be one)

I have class from 10am to 9:30pm tomorrow. Straight, no breaks.

It snowed 7 inches today. I hope tomorrow is a snow day.

I want to go home.

I'm tired of school.

I just got distracted by Facebook. My bad.

I wish I had the brain power to formulate this post into paragraphs, not just solitary sentences.


My roommate and I are watching 19 Kids And Counting. Not sure how I feel about this.

My soon-to-be-boyfriend is coming Friday. Not sure how I feel about that either...

He's driving 225 miles to see me. He told me he's fallen hard for me, and he's incredibly in love with everything about me.

All I see are my faults.

And I know my ex-girlfriend will die when she hears we're dating...

Yeah, he doesn't know about her.

I'm so terrible at relationships.

I have a massive fear of commitment.

Maybe it's not even commitment... it's the whole... emotional thing.

I don't do emotional.

Ever feel like you're incapable of love?

Who am I talking to?